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Janine Lyn Abquina David.
A human being. A variable in earth that's worthwhile.
A Bridgetine. A Benildean. An archer. A fan.
turning 18.
A Frosh at De La Salle - College of Saint Benilde.
Visually Insane.
Adventurous.
Shallow.
Creative.
Simple.
Down to Earth.
Inexpressive.
Never showy.
Lives with sports.
Music is my passion.
God is my strength.
Eating makes me happy.
I always smile.
A big and fuzzy cheeks is what i am.
A striver. believer. achiever.
Faithful, loyal, and honest.
Priorities and limitations.
Happiness and Contentment.
Life and Death.


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January 2007
February 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
August 2007
September 2007
February 2008

scoring all 4s

revise everyday (must)

MORE cloth

new school bag

new guitar

banana desert

more money (:

a trip to hongkong and boracay :D

have a new cp and ipod

Thanks :D
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Have been staying alone in this four-cornered room with this deadly silence and unexplainable weariness. On my way here, all i could think was having to live alone AGAIN, yet the fact it's happy that i'll be able to have some peace in my life that i've been wanting to have for a long time. It seemed like anywhere i go, problems have been hunting me which makes me question a lot of things. Sometimes i doubt why these things had to happen, and ask myself, am i this bad?Do i deserve all these?

No one would know the answer. No one would know how much pain i've been going through. Having everything hidden and kept inside of me would make you think it's nothing, but hell, who knows how hard it was for me to surpass all of these.

This was my key of my fretful anxiety. Write, write, write and be alone. Truth is: sometimes it's hard. And a lot of people would never understand. It is true that sometimes having to explainwhy you feel uncertain is harder than having people see that you're happy. At least, these people won't mind, and wont bother to care about you. Truth hurts, that is.

Last night was the worst i had. I couldn't fake a smile anymore. I felt like something was wrong that i had to speak it all up. And so I did without even me noticing it. I was awakened all of asudden. Did i just say those words? Yeah, i just did. I knew something worse was about to happen, and i couldn't take all those back.


And you can't take this away from me. I feel this terrible hatred in my heart. I shouldn't be affected this much. But everyday, it gets harder with certain people involving me.

Maybe it's true that love fades. But if it really does, does it really fade easily?

I don't really now. Right now, i'm still clueless.

Thoughts are wrestling in my head now. I worry about the future. I tend to think ahead. The unknown frightens me. And if i could only predict the future, I would make a choice now, and that choice would have to be only for the better, and the worse wouldn't matter anymore.

But there's no such thing as seeing what's ahead. You have to prepare for the Unknown. Life is a Battle. And whatever it has to offer me, i have to stand tall. Though things now are greatly changing, i have to be strong, and move on, embrace my destiny, and accept the things that i can't change.

My world has consistently changed.
I know there are still a lot i have to face.
I'm hoping that at the end of the road,
i would find peace.
and everyone else i love, would be happy.

I'm still hoping.. and i won't ever lose this.
My life is not a storybook.2:20 PM
..<3

I'm Sad, Happy, Mad.. I don't know what to feel anymore. All i know is that i'm not liking this, whatever this is i'm feeling.. I don't know, everything seems different now. Especially, at home. and the situation i'm at. Feeling ko, I'm left with no choice, life's been cruel lately. For reasons why all this is happening, I don't understand. Sometimes, I just want to cry, let it all out, but I just don't want to, because in the end, i would still be feeling the same thing, and it sucks cause there's no way out.. And LIFE is life. Just life.

Been Hopeless since. been trying to be happy, but it had been a struggle for me. Though i try to hide all that's in me, it gets harder and harder for me. I don't know, weird... so weird. My patience's being tested. But i'm starting to question a lot of things right now..

Where did a happy family go all of a sudden?
It doesn't matter..
Who knows anyway.
My life is not a storybook.2:02 PM
..<3