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Janine Lyn Abquina David.
A human being. A variable in earth that's worthwhile.
A Bridgetine. A Benildean. An archer. A fan.
turning 18.
A Frosh at De La Salle - College of Saint Benilde.
Visually Insane.
Adventurous.
Shallow.
Creative.
Simple.
Down to Earth.
Inexpressive.
Never showy.
Lives with sports.
Music is my passion.
God is my strength.
Eating makes me happy.
I always smile.
A big and fuzzy cheeks is what i am.
A striver. believer. achiever.
Faithful, loyal, and honest.
Priorities and limitations.
Happiness and Contentment.
Life and Death.


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January 2007
February 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
August 2007
September 2007
February 2008

scoring all 4s

revise everyday (must)

MORE cloth

new school bag

new guitar

banana desert

more money (:

a trip to hongkong and boracay :D

have a new cp and ipod

Thanks :D
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i don't want to be back with my old ways..

all along, i thought finally, i was doing fine.but now, i just don't know if i still am.i accepted the fact that i was different from the others.but i wasn't that bad. but it seemed like people wanted something more in me, that i canbarely think and find out. it will always be ALL ABOUT ME. what i do, how i do, and why i do.a lot of things they couldn't understand. only I can. no one else would. i considered it the most painful part of my life, and i'm not sure if it will ever go away.it's like a scar hidden in my heart, that wont fade away. where people wouldn't ever see, but only feel if they would look deeper within me. sure, i believe i was blessed with wonderful things in life. but when moments like thishappen, it makes me hard to believe. not that i doubt, it just comes naturally, then i feel this undescribable pain.an unbearable pain, one inside that is so hard to ease. my only escape was just letting the paper absorb all the thoughts, the hurt, pain- everything. crying is another way too. it makes you forget every unpleasant thing you've felt in thatparticular moment. but as time passes, i've realized that these my so called escapes were useless. there is no such thing as escaping a problem, it won't ever go away. it will always be a problem unsolved when you don't even try to do something about it.for at least, lessen the pain.
the thing happened, which made this huge gap between us. and it was hard for me to make up.it was never easy, i tell you. it will never be. but i thought that if there was an easier way for meto do it, help me find it. then there i was able to, with hardships along the way that people wouldn't imagine.sometimes, i explain it to my friends, but none of all the words in the world would ever explain everything just right!it's better to keep them all to you, so people wouldn't notice and eventually bother to find out. but it wasn't just right.the same experiences will haunt you back, and will slowly kill you. like what it is doing to me right now.
but who is there to talk to?

..all else now is a mess.it seemed like there is just no other way..
My life is not a storybook.12:02 AM
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